January 2010
39 posts
New Years Eve 2009.
So I’m spending New Years Eve at work this year… Not really a big deal, it’s kind of just another night. Not really much going on here except free coffee. That doesn’t happen much at the Y and I have to admit I’m pretty excited about that. Also it is literally a ZOO in the pool. Kids everyewhere and apparently none of them have parents? Patty is blasting Whitney...
December 2009
18 posts
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Reaper island
stephanieksays:
So I’m sitting at Starbucks (surprise, surprise) with all of my lifeguard friends. If you don’t know lifeguards, then I highly suggest you make some lifeguard friends. They are the most unique, creative, spontaneous and I dare say a little loopy out of all the people I know, and that’s saying something.
As I’m working on mundane personal statement I overhear them having a...
Opposites.
There are two people I know quite well that are polar opposites. Sitting at the ram a while ago with both of them made me think. Could these people possible have ONE thing in common? I’ll find something..
Go.
He probably likes to stay in bed and cuddle all day. She always has errands to run. He is the most motivated slacker I know. She is a realist. He is blunt and sometimes makes...
“Respect for the rights of others is peace.”
I hope you realize...
I hope you realize…
That Detroit isn’t that scary. It’s a city, be alert, you’ll be fine.
That love will find you. I’m not talking about fate, because that’s just lazy, but don’t go out and look for it. Let it fall into place, it’s beautiful.
That you’re beautiful. Inside and out. Yea you’re nose might be a little crooked, but...
Art.
Today I am getting back into my artwork.. I can’t remember the last time I sat down with my sketchpad and went wild. I went to Arts and Scraps today in Detroit and felt like a little kid in a candy store. Paint, little baby heads, foam, tins, glue, yarn.. everything I need to make an outrageous project! I guess the pointless Statistic classes, breakups, work and Television have gotten in the...
“Sure I loved him, that was the easy part. But I fall in love at the drop of a...”
– James St James - Freak Show.
Humility...
humility: n. The quality of being without pride. Voluntary Self abasement.
I ask you, WHY would anyone value humility? Why would it in any way be good to degrade and humiliate yourself as well as lack of self respect and feel no sense of satisfaction or responsibility for your acheivements? How could this be benificial to anyone? What is it about someone feeling “too good” about...
He tells me he loves me....
He tells me he loves me and wants to be exclusive… like that is in any way what I want. I don’t know why this happens to me. Guys always reach the point where they want me to grow out my hair, put on some makeup, dress like other girls, “real girls” they say. They want me to tell them my real name, my address, my social security number; They want to open me up like a...
50 best times to have a cigarette...
1. After you get off the phone with your mom. 2. After sex (during if you’re Marla Singer). 3. After food. 4. Driving. 5. After writing a paper. 6. After class. 7. After a blunt/joint/bowl/whatever. 8. Around a bonfire. 9. Waiting for a train to pass. 10. While fishing. 11. After working out. 12. Jam time. 13. Breaks during class. 14. After a movie. 15. While you’re making a list. 16....
OH LIFE.
I saw my therapist today. Realized a few things about my life. People scare me. I am probably the most akward person EVER.. and I lie constantly. Most of my friends are more fucked up than me though, so that makes me feel a little bit better.
I really hope I do okay on my finals this semester, not that I would care enough to study or anything. Everytime I sit down to study I’m either on...
Haven't updated this in a while.
When it comes to my own decisions, I’m reckless.. When it comes to my decisions regarding others, or their feelings towards me I’m so cautious and analytical, it drives me NUTS. I hate the fact that I have this cynical mindset. My philosophy professor took one look at me and placed me in ‘cynics’ group with all these dirty boys.
On a side note, stakes are really high that...